eh
I don't feel so good. It may be the lack of sleep, or that I haven't been able to get out and exercise, or had the time to cook myself some decent meals... lol.. probably all of the above.
I miss Tiggerbear :o( Sarrah and I have been diligently checking out places in this area.. but let's face it, it's not Sacramento. We have found that Santa Clara is a cute little area. Sarrah will still have to commute, but it won't be as bad as what she is doing now... what a trooper. Her commute has to be the worst in Northern California. (The crazy, angry drivers don't help... or the fact that the road is so bad she'll probably have to replace her tires often).
We are trying to find some good around here. I know it takes some time to adjust. Now that the year has started up again, I should be able to spend more time with my friends in the area :o) Plus, Sarrah and I started looking for churches again. Which is always a fun adventure. (They are no Skyline, but we'll make the most of it).
I think the thing I'm looking forward to the most is seeing Peanut on the 12th. I am nervous and excited all at the same time. The idea that I'm going to be in charge of someone else's life is scary. Maybe that's why God gave me Tigger... practice :o) Although, I don't think I'll be able to put Peanut outside when he/she is being bad... lol.
The strangest thing I have encountered is my maternal instinct. I have never viewed myself "maternal", so the strong protectiveness I feel over Peanut is astounding. Which makes me more empathetic towards my own mother. Maybe not agreeing with all of the things she did, but having a better understanding of why. (lol.. however, you'll never catch me wiping up the floor 10 times a day.. I just don't have the time.. lol)
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